za iigas :because if I wasn't, I'd get up and run. Anyways, that time it got too much for me (result in my profile photo) and I used the safe word.
I have since regretted using the safe word JUST when my boundaries were getting pushed .. and the nagging feeling of being over someone's knee and being spanked to tears and waving legs is there, and there to stay :)
za jimwebley :Yes. Three times, both professional women. When I shared my interests with the first two, I may have emphasised a lot more on my exciting apprehension of being naked in front of a woman, with no means to hide myself. They both did well on that front, slowing the stripping part .. but the downside was the spanking felt inadequate. A bit part of a spanking that excites me is the inability to control it, but it was in the back of my mind that these women were holding back because of what I said.
The last time however, I showed interest in completely losing control and inhibitions. I wanted to feel spanked. I wanted to be tied up for that spanking