Charlie or Charles Johnson

O meni: retired loner boner, enjoy jacking to straight big cock online sex, look forward to my own wellhung cock immediately upon death in my afterlife, no born again waiting period to a second adulthood, have lived long enough without appreciable ♂ endowment other than my white goatee, enjoy jacking to straight big cock fellatio very much, view big cocks as sexual surrogates for me, consider them as already from my afterlife because big cock is what I need and can only get in my afterlife, will not give up sexual sinning if big cocks who are a conduit to my sexual afterlife already get to sin sexually, if a female or her and a friend want to start on my afterlife while I am endowed with a clitoris-sized penis I'm available for a sort of lesbian/bisexual/shemale local sex, no paid sex vacation for them to come visit me, I'm already down badly with clitoris-sized penis and can't afford a sex vacation for them, I could wear a huge 9" solid rubber realistic dildo strapon witrh a durable black leather harness with them for doggy style, and have Shibari lube for that, I'll just place the 9" rubber suction cup over my 3-4" hardon I'll push downward and become a new man, I'm sure the dildo would fit over the clitoris size I have and because I have earned a 9" size by now and have a cool white goatee, I don't have much cum anymore at my age of 73, I tried Semenax for a half a year and waited the 2 months for it to kick in, but it never increased the volume the 20% more like it said it would, it increased the intensity of orgasm feel at least 100%, cum volume is hard to obtain as a male gets older so it's a precious commodity, if I let my orgasms go they would fly all over the place and get on all the furniture and make a mess like they used to in the 70's when I was a neophyte to jacking off, so I control that now by pointing my cock into a small cup, I've found that my ejaculate gets really reduced when I point it down into the cup, but it does come out cleaner for my surroundings, that's the goal I want to achieve, to be socially responsible