This is totally all fiction. I was requested to write a story set in a massage parlour and that's where all this started and it was intended to be much more of a sex story. This story is not complete. There is more to say. I don't know how long before I write the second part. There is a direct continuation of this story; the proposal; There is the growth of Agnes and a backstory to Ingrid that will be present across the upcoming parts. It's a long read. I do not apologise for that. It's dialogue heavy as well. The ending lacks any real punch but to continue would have taken me at least a wee… Pročitajte više

I was feeling frisky when I went to bed tonight so slipped into a body stocking before putting a shirt silly nightie over it and a thong. I didn't climb into my bed but just laid on it and started day dreaming, very naughty day dreams. One hand started playing with my nipples, the other running my croch; my eyes closed in bliss imagining that it was someone else's hands toucking. Nothing else was going to break my concentration at all. Nothing that is till I felt someone's hand on my head pulling me up - I open my eyes and find I'm eye level to a big hard cock just like the joke I'd been imag… Pročitajte više

I see the headlights of the car pull up, knowing the occupant probably can't see me, even with his headlights on as I'm stood discretely out of the way. This normally busy cruising spot is quiet tonight, this has been the first car that's pulled in in the 30minutes since I got here. I'd dressed in a nice black dress, black lingerie and some fishnet stockings and come here with the sole intention of having as much fun as possible but with no one here, i had been about to go home. I hear the engine turn off, though he's yet to turn the headlights off. I decide that being bold and making my mov… Pročitajte više

Somehow he convinced me to do a photoshoot roleplaying as a dominatrix. So I'm there in a black dress and black lingerie, and black fishnet stockings and wearing my leather hood with the plum of hair running from it, down over my shoulder. Posing with a crop, and a paddle and any other such toys that we have between us - all good so far. It's fun. I haven't a Domme bone in my body but I can play along. We take a break and I sit down whilst he repositions the camera. We are going to be shooting some videos next. I sit initially looking into the camera, beckoning with one gloved finger. The c… Pročitajte više

So I was going to be returning to filming this week. Studio booked, plans made, cameraman in place All sounded too good to have been true. Instead I'm now dealing with my hot water heater/tank having a leak that's coming through to the kitchen below and my housing association playing stupid games over getting it fixed. And whilst I now have cold running water after locating an isolation valve to the tank, that has also shut off water to the toilet too boot. And my housing association is playing games over getting it fixed. The last quoted time frame was someone coming out on Wednesday. The… Pročitajte više

As per my latest status update - new content should start appearing soon. I'm hoping for one video this weekend. I already have in mind what I want to film and it's more talking head smoking fetish stuff but no hood this time. Just a foul mouthed, green haired bitch talking dirty. Yes I can do mean and dirty, but I'm naturally more sweet and nice. Should I ever meet any of you though - don't expect to meet the mean & nasty version - she only comes out on very rare occasions - sorry to the subbies/bottoms out there but I'm one of you so don't start asking me to dominate/top you. I'm hopin… Pročitajte više

So I'm hoping to film an Q&A video next week - so what would you want to ask??? Make it dirty if you like. I won't promise that I'll answer every question asked but I'll certainly try to answer the more interesting ones.… Pročitajte više

This current "dry" period with no new content I feel is coming to an end. Won't be immediate - I have a family event that is coming up and takes priority but once that's over and I'm back home - then there may be new content being made and getting back to some kind of scheduled release. I don't want to jinx it but there may soon be someone else operating the camera for me. But they will - to start with - continue to be solo scenes. Other bodies though may start showing up. If things go smoothly - I hope to have the first of what I hope to be an occasional series of videos in place by late Oc… Pročitajte više

Hello Sir Ii can't wait for our meeting. I'll get to the hotel before you and get myself ready - all dressed and made up ready for your arrival. The time comes and as soon as the door is locked behind you, we're embracing and kissing. We slowly move to the bed and carry on kissing as your hands wander over my legs and pulling my dress up over my stocking tops. My hand already rubbing at your crotch. You stand up and undo your trousers and let them fall to your ankles and I tug your underwear down freeing your already semi hard cock. I start by wanking it for a few strokes but I can't wait… Pročitajte više

So following on from my last post here - I'm still not really "with it" yet. Feeling better but not altogether there. Finding motivation to do anything is hard - nevermind the thought of a few hours getting ready to do some videos, then the few hours to film/edit and upload. I've also been physically ill the last few days but thankfully that seems to be getting better. I also have vanilla life stuff starting to hear up to get in the way for a bit. I may however in the next week or two do some videos to start scheduling for September - once I can get my hands on some of the sundries I need to… Pročitajte više

I've just updated my status but it probably needs a fuller explanation than the status allows. As anyone in the UK will know - we've been having AA few heatwaves in fairly quick succession. Hit weather always makes finding motivation to dress hard. The clown makeup won't stay on (this weather is the time I wish I had actual grease paints and knew how to use them as water based paint just slides off with any sweat - and my flat is not cool and doesn't catch a breeze at all. The hood is just far too warm. Plus the outfit/scenes I have in mind involve a lot of prep work and getting ready and wai… Pročitajte više

Sorry - been quiet in this part of the site lately. Still no new scenes filmed/photographed - the recent heatwave doesn't help (wearing wigs and hoods gets very warm and makeup gets hard to stay on) and neither has my headspace - although I know allowing some "Steffi time" will actual help that - the next few scenes has a lot of getting ready time involved and there's days where I just am unable to face all that - if I wanted to space things out and get ready in phases - I'd need to start at 9am and I may be filming the first video at 4pm. There's also some uncertainty about some visitors as… Pročitajte više

Well, hello darlings... So the end of the month is hurtling towards us at a fast rate. Almost half the year gone already. New lighting bits seem to be helping to eliminate the issues I've been having but the proof will be when I film any serious stuff, hopefully today. The shooting plans for today is kinda scary. The first time since taking this "hobby" up that I'm going to film without the hood or hiding behind a face full of white clown makeup (it's amazing how much that can flatten the features). It'll also be a totally new look for me - probably not one to be repeated often but always… Pročitajte više

Still time for you to have your input I to what I film next... I won't be filming till at least Wednesday now as I've had notification through that my delivery that includes some new lighting has arrived in the UK this lunchtime time and could in theory be with me by Tuesday, but more realistically probably Wednesday. I can't film on Thursdays. But I do have to also factor in a visit from parentals types sometime between Friday and Monday. Thankfully there's at least two videos scheduled for release every week (Sundays and Fridays).… Pročitajte više

So I have some ideas to do for the next few video/picture sets. Idea 1: pinkish/cyber - outfit consists of fishnet bodystocking, tartan/black dress with chain straps. Metal face jewellery, geen makeup and coloured hair. Videos including JOI (whilst trying to sound as dominant as I can), smoking video - probably a cigarillo or maybe part of a full size Nicaraguan cigar. Idea 2: classic school teacher/librarian - white blouse, full length skirt, but adding later gloves - more JOI, another smoking scene, Idea 3: fashion show - a quick parade of the majority of my current fitting outfits. May… Pročitajte više

So I decided yesterday due to how wamd it's been that I wasn't going to do any new videos today. My makeup would just slide off my face with how warm it's been. And today - it just doesn't feel as warm - so I'm tempted especially as I have new gloves and new cigars ñj. Decisions decisions.… Pročitajte više

Would having a third party provide an audio track require them to fill in a consent form? The form that you can download seems to be written from the perspective of someone physically appearing on camera (be that in a recognisable role or just a body part) but isn't so clear on if it's just their voice either prerecorded or off camera. My other options are to either write a script andcru it through a text to voice program/AI bot - but I'd rather have some real emotion in there, or record them myself and then find an app/programme/whatever to hange my voice up (but I can see arguments with Xh… Pročitajte više

Isn't it odd that the videos I've received the most amount of hate for is the clown videos but my best performing videos are also the clown videos. Ok. They have been up the longest but even so they're averaging twice the views as the non-clown stuff. So for you that secretly love kinky crossdressing BBW clowns - there will be more. But not until autumn when the weather cools down somewhat. Comment if you want more clown stuff and if I should incorporate some WAM content into that too?… Pročitajte više

So I've made no secret that I'm on the lookout for someone to help with videography/photography for uploading here. I've put the call out in multiple places over the internet but to no avail so far. There's been/are some likely candidates but they seem to have disappeared offline before we can get to start making arrangements and one of them just about avoids any questions I have about them - yes we may be videoing myself for my channel but it doesn't have to be a one sided affair if they have anything they want to see/do that is compatible with my own wishes/boundaries then fair play. And t… Pročitajte više

Simple answer - there aren't any. Nothing new being filmed this week. Long answer: heat. It's predicted to be hot and as my flat doesn't get any kind of breeze through it, even with a fan, it gets unbearable - and trying to film (even though I have nothing that generates lots of heat in way of equipment) and it's impossible. In top of all that - I have appointments Wednesday afternoon, Thursday morning and Thursday afternoon too - which will all eat into my prep time. I do have two outfits ideas to film in - once certain items arrive that I'll be ordering soon. Plus stuff a friend is sendi… Pročitajte više